Wednesday, October 05, 2005
finally. i've decided to blog.
i screwed my lit up. sigh. no use brooding on it. since it's OVER. there chinese paper 1 tomorrow. i can't write chinese compos! there's where my marks get pulled down.
hmm. i shan't bother about things now. they will fall into place nicely. according to claaar. but what happens if they don't?
just had an amusing conversation with that ruo yu. though i was nearly driven insane. she was practically using caps the whole time. and she actually says things that made me think about. wow.
"must your reaction be like
her"
"you made the same mistake as
her"
this part is where it struck me the most.
"talk about fate"
fate. HAH. the thing that has driven me insane. that i can't even control myself anymore. can't control my emotions. and take all the wonderful things away from me.
i guess i'm accepting things the way they are now. FATE. it's fated that we're not meant to be there for each other.
got to get my sleep. the worst thing to do is to fall asleep in the middle of a paper.
au revoir!
two years. or two years and a half. or four years. or even half a year..LEFT to spend here.jc. high school. university.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
10:45 AM